love♥explosion

Goodbye my love,

2010-04-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm, won't be updating here as often.

Sorry :/

http://tumbling-falling.tumblr.com/

You guys can go here, will update it pretty often(:

Haha, this is to the few ppl who still comes here(:

Thankyou(:

fake like fairytales.

2010-03-27T22:09:00.006+08:00

Sup, long time no post HAHA. Been using tumblr hmm.

Budden lazy close blogger, so just left it here heh Will update once in a while la heee.

Lets have a picture post ^^

TATA(:

and I spend the night in tears

2010-03-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

damn damn damn nice song (((((:

Yet- Beast/ B2ST

I never wanted to admit it
I never thought we were ending like this
But I gotta say, I still love you

I can’t remember what I did today
I was waiting for your call and I ended up doing nothing
I really miss you and in my mind
I can still see the images of you
Those who doesn’t know smiles and
Asks how you are doing

The word “break up” is still unfamiliar
So I couldn’t say anything about it
I still haven’t learned about breaking up and still not sure what sadness means.
So for now even if you leave me I won’t believe it.
Tears won’t come out
This song sounds like a lie rather then a sad song
But I can feel little by little. Now my eyes are getting teary and I guess it’s the beginning.

(oh Shawty) I wanna rewind it
You and I are laughing in this picture
(sad story) the loneliness wrapping around me
and I spend the night in tears.
After you’ve left, the sad love has built a
Fallin’ love spaceship

You’ve lingered in my mind all day and
You’ve left and I can’t do anything about it
Now I want to catch you
But now I can’t love if it’s not you
I miss when I would look at you and you would smile back
No matter how I try we probably can’t be together
The fact I wasn’t a decent man lingers on my mind
and I keep regretting that

I still haven’t learned about breaking up and still not sure what sadness means.
So for now even if you leave me I won’t believe it.
Tears won’t come out
This song sounds like a lie rather then a sad song
But I can feel it little by little. Now my eyes are getting teary and I guess it’s the beginning.

Never knew it would hurt this much
If I knew what your words meant earlier then it’s a no no
Rewind the time so I could have held you back
and never let you go

Laughter

2010-03-15T02:14:00.003+08:00

Crazy lunatics :DDDD

FUN TODAY WITH POK(: LOVE HER TTM(:

altho we both got screwed by our parents for going home at 12++ :x

photo's are up in fb btw(:

nice song(: the lyrics are super meaningful(:

not some trashy song with no meaning at all.

plus the melody's nice too! ((((((:

Dear God- A7X

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

I trusted you with it

2010-03-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

elephant...

Its the holidays, but it doesnt feel like it at all.

This year has been a bad one... GAH.

And im falling sick more and more often. sheesh.

(slaps self)

HMM, IM GONNA BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL THAT IT'S THE HOLIDAYS(:

At least I survived till now(:

I regret,

2010-02-28T20:20:00.003+08:00

Im dumb. Many ppl say, dont regret the choices you made.

But, I have no idea I regretted how many thousands of them alr.

I regretted quitting piano and ballet.

I regretted not changing my seat when I could in year1.

I regretted skipping so many sessions of dance.

I regretted saying the mean stuff I said on the bus one year plus ago.

I regretted not holding onto my friends when I could.

I regretted not studying.

I regretted not putting in effort to show.

I regretted choosing other stuff over vocal lessons.

I regretted wasting my life away.

I regretted sleeping in classes.

I regretted not holding onto you.

I regretted alot of many other things. These just afew.

There are just so many regrets in my life.

I regret not thinking when I made these choices.

And nowadays, I don't feel like myself anymore.

It's just pure weird.

My mind just drifts away.

Im losing everyone.

hate is a strong word.

2010-02-27T22:31:00.003+08:00

"Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart."

-JunHui's blog.

lotsa nice movies nowadays that i wanna watch

saw this trailer, The Lovely Bones. gosh. scary but i wanna watch

and Dear John, Percy Jackson, Alice in Wonderland(?) cant rmb the exact name

and others larh. haha.

chevrons with dancers today was fun(:

everyone's voice is (Y) girls at least.

HAHA! guys were hilarious.

and they're not bad at pool leh :D

sometimes i despise myself so much.

you're really gone

2010-02-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

We said let go but I kept on hanging on.
Inside I know it's over you're really gone.
It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing that I can do.
Baby, I stay in love with you.
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around.
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down.
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do.

this song popped up in my on shuffle playlist

hmm, k, decided to just post the full lyrics haha.

"I Stay In Love"

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

[Chorus x2]

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

jittery

2010-02-25T00:12:00.003+08:00

gosh i think im a horrible friend

and im gonna have a nervous breakdown soon

phy, chem, math. (dies)

Common

2010-02-22T23:51:00.001+08:00

Personality test(:

ESFP: "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. They make good performers, they like public relations, and they love the phone. 13% of the total population.

true? but common. haha.

heartbroken goodbyes

2010-02-21T23:21:00.004+08:00

rose made of cloth(:

... and now my diary's filled with memories of us,

thr's two test coming up and i think i din study enough, how?):

maybe it's just me...

2010-02-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

sheesh, its for my own good.

but you don't have to care alr yknow.

and even so, you din have to do it this way.

whatever man, maybe you forgot that i don't like it.

you are one person that I hate sometimes and love at others, sheesh, idiot.

I said I would throw that away, but I cant do it.

It's rotting away in my house, cause you don't want it.

Someday, when you're totally out of my life,

I'll throw it away.

I hope that day comes, cause it's hurting too much,

when I'm the only one left in this.

Alzheimer):

2010-02-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

pretty(:

steamboat dinner was not bad(:

Sometimes i wish i have Alzheimer, like that i wont rmb any memories i have of you.
Liddat it wont hurt even if someone tells me that today is the 19th.
Or when someone tells me something about you.
Cause i won't be able to rmb you anymore, but it isnt just you, i won't rmb anyone.
I cant believe i wanted to sacrifice everyone just cause of you.
What did you do to my life man.
You screwed it up(: Thanks uh. haha.

gosh, im falling asleep infront of the lappie. wth...

shows how tired i am... haha.

sleep quality sucks):

2010-02-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

my life's all messed up

i need to sleep, heh. i feel fat):

you can say f word as much as you like alr(:

im not gonna care, i dont have the rights too anw.

one day you'll be out of my life, idk when.

its gonna take time barh. haha. time...

you dont even read my blog, why am i posting this...?

gah, nvm. i need to vent my feelings(?)

but in the meanwhile, i shall...

SLEEP! HAHA! :x

im psychotic, sorry (smiles crazily)

thr's dance tmr♥

thr's phy test, scs test, chinese test, math test(!!!) coming up.

im so dead. (faints)

sleeping is a a luxurious necessity(:

2010-02-17T18:39:00.003+08:00

"I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken."

quoted from JunHui(:

gah, thats sucha nice quote(:

i keep falling asleep in class today. heh.

i think i only stayed awake in champs HAHA. :x

i like the recipe for friendship ^^ that kept me awake heh.

friends are the ones that will always be thr for you when you need someone(:

great friends will nvr abandon or betray you(:

My Recipe for Friendship(:

"1.5 cup of care

a universe full of trust

3 cups of fun

4 cups of laughter

2 gallons of love

a pinch of tease &

a teaspoonful of arguments"

love you guys♥

dream

2010-02-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

once upon a time, in lala land.

a dream was weaved.

the best dream ever.

one that many hope for.

and i got it HAHAHA! in your face.

gosh, im damn lame.

hmm, that dream makes me wanna sleep every sec.

if only every dream was like that.

i dont mind sleeping my life away.

cause dreams would be much btr than reality.

that dream wont ever come true

now

you arent my valentines.

2010-02-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

credits to clarissa! thanks babe ^^

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINES BABES & DUDES (:

the amt of ppl at chinatown is no joke man. and the bainpao were loud man.

that hurt the hell outta me.

2010-02-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

GEEEEEEE, i painted my nails blue and pink :D heh

i like, they look cute ^^

been a long time since i painted my nails!

toe nails are in the same shade of blue :D

i dont feel the cny atmosphere people):

hoooooooow? heh.

this year's cny's weird. ):

THE DANCES TODAY WERE GREAT (Y)

GOOD JOB BABES(: and dudes(: HAHA.

you guys looked esp handsome and pretty (:

must be cause i helped some of you guys put makeup right! :D

heeee, zikua :D oops :x

ohya, the photos of the performance are up on facebook(:

the camera man(?) posted them up(:

I GOT MY PHOOOOOONE :D SAMSUNG PIXON12 :D

not bad to use leh! haha, and the camera is damn freaking omigosh nice and clear!

I LIKE (Y) heh. damnnnn good larh the cam :D

and thr's monopoly inside! trial larh. but stiilllll! HAHA.

and and i have a virtual dice inside! heh. now you guys wanna gamble or anything can ask me!

HAHAHA, gambling addicts!

went out with yanning today! suuuuuper long nvr go out with her liao! ):

she la, so busy! HAHA. horrible larh. haha.

went to arcadeeeeeeee, :D played ddr and the press press thingy, :D

then wanted to do our nails! budden the place full lerh.

sooo, nvm lorh. haha.

ANW, I DO MYSELF ONE ALSO DAMN NICE WHAT :D HAHAHA!

"mozzarella firefox!"

blessing in disguise

2010-02-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

hmm, i was suppose to be dead, or retarded...

no idea why or how i survived haha.

pure luck? idk. guess i was a strong baby(:

ytd was fun(:

sg discovery centre has loads to play :D

i made cheesecake today ^^

if its sucessful, you guys will most probably at least get one piece(:

i have to stop sleeping in class, seriously.

ashley's (Y)

gratz dude(:

would you?

2010-02-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

Acceleration♥

dancers are so darn cute and funny man ^^ really smart too! heh.

did physics and revised geog with them today(: damn guai today :D

physics is damn confusing ><>

-die die die-

hmmm, thr's LA and geog test tmr): eeew, sucks):

haha, i keep falling asleep in class this week.

i slept in almost all the classes this week alr leh. GAH D:

im not suppose to! im sucha bad student larh ><

stop falling asleep ho yingying!

hmmm, i still haven bought vday presies leh.

should i bake for you guys? but really tired nowadays.

+ i suck at baking + its been so long since i last baked.

therefore, i shall not do it unless im really bored. HAHA.

dont even know if the product can be edible larh. heh. :x

see first larh ^^

hmm, really tired, think im gonna go sleep soon (:

BYE PEEPS (: nights~

goshisawsththatmademyheartskipabeatoday

I think of you again,

2010-02-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

GAH, im drowning in physics):

hmm, vday's coming, should i get you guys presies? ^^

如果我叫你不要走, 你会留下来吗?

Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh...

2010-02-07T22:13:00.001+08:00

Star Star Star- SNSD

1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4
Stars, I'm going crazy

No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby
Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you
My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again

What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do
This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this
All because of you, really because of you
I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby
Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again
I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby
I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you
To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky
Cheer me up, cheer me up
Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me
Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh
Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you
Just for once, my love
Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

this song is so nice(:

FALLS ASLEEP (snores) (oiinks)

2010-02-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

Sharon: " They say it only takes one month for a guy to get over a girl. "

im gonna get over you, you are not worth me hurting myself.

k, im not too sure bout you not being worth it actl. gah ><

maybe im the one who isnt worth you.

K, today was fun ^^ wheee~

CIP@ Taman Jurong,

altho quite hot budden still fun larh ^^ haha, slacked alot heh. oooops :x

nana they all got free yakult from the people! and jingyi they all got 2bucks!

budden zelin, siumin they all got the door slammed in the face. HAHA

Sorta class outing@ Chevrons,

suuuuuuper cold and suuuuuuper duper uber fun :D

heh, i won jieli in 1vs1 pooooool! :D YAY!

i learnt it later than her leh, and i play less than her the lorh.

heh. shoooows that i aint lag, i learn stuff fast k! :D

sang alot toooo, heh. angie has a nice voice leh :D :D :D

hahahha k, alot of ppl have a nice voice! :D

OHYA, clement sings daaaaaaaaaamn nice! sounds like jaychou!

HAHA. daaaaaamn cool :D very nice also ^^ hen hao ting (Y)

haha, i think the pictures will go up in fb afew days later?

not with me ^^ haha. chevrons idk got any photo not leh... HAHA.

ahhwells(: i dont mind no photos actl(: heh.

kk, BYEBYE PEEPS(:

shouldigiveyou?

Separated, honestly I miss you

2010-02-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

i wonder, had anyone laughed so much, that six packs are formed?

that'll be so cool, i wanna try(:

wheeeeeee~

i wanna go up into the sky...

its so pretty (daydreams)

i slept thru the whole day :x

other than chem heeee~

icantbelievemyselfiwasactlgreengosh(slapsself)

whee~

2010-02-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

YAY, i finished PI ^^v

wheeee~

GAH.

2010-02-04T21:43:00.006+08:00

k, i actl have no idea whr im typing.

cause this is like in the middle? HAHA.

k, so which phone should i get?! :D

heh. i like bothhhhhh! ):

the corby pro is damn nice to type k.

the qwerty keyboard. :D

and its damn cute ^^

the screen very sensitive also(:

very nice to use! heh.

budden it looks abit awkward?

idk why):

Pixon12 is the camera is damn good! :D

12mp, and the touchscreen is good the(: heh. and the back cover is damn nice. looks like a real cam(: (: (:

budden hor, i din get to try it before.

cause i think quite old or sth? then no shops display it. ):

samsung shop got display larh. but is the fake one.

the one that cant work and stuff larh. haha.

sad):

i wanna try the cam out! haha. see isit as good as what they say.(:

looks like its wonderful to me :x

ohyaaaaaaa. today damn fun ^^

had a major laughing session in 3F(:

damn joke. hahaha. weini laugh until cry :D

altho quite common for her larh.

budden yeah, shows how funny it was (:

shall not tell you guys the joke. lazy :x

damn tired now, im suppose to be doing PI.

GAH. idiot thing, i have no idea now.

ZERO, GAH, MATHS TEST, GAH.

(slaps self)

~~hmmidkwhattodonowlehforgetdontforgetgivedontgive~~

crazy mad insane

2010-02-03T20:35:00.004+08:00

i have serious issues.

i need to be normal.

i cant start doing hmwk.

idk why.

sth's bugging me.

cant get it outta my head.

im screwed.

haha.

i need to stop being alone.

180 sucks. big time.

i have to stop pissing ppl off.

im really sorry.

i cant control myself nowadays.

idk myself anymore.

its getting far too weird.

help?

nah.

(smiles faintly)

2010-02-02T22:53:00.001+08:00

Im Dying(:

(ouch)

Can something that can’t be done be done?

2010-02-01T22:18:00.003+08:00

Jojo- Shinee

I know that

( My baby, I love you)

I gotta get over you

That’s right, that’s right

( My heart)

Look, just look at that look

She’s almost like me, saying how it’s easy to forget

I don’t want to believe it

(Oh ah) A restless night

I’m so sick of my head hurting

I get on my knees,

Hit my chest, and even if I cry,

Can something that can’t be done be done?

JoJo! When the sad music flows

I think of you (Eh eh eh)

JoJo! Why can’t I erase

A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes

I, I was blind

So many nights, I wonder why

What can I do to make it right?

Everything will be all right

So JoJo, just tell me why

I don’t want to cry (Oh, ah)

My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply

I’m so sick of my head hurting

JoJo! When this bitter music stops

I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)

JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I

Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! I don’t know y-yet

Baby JoJo, do you know?

The heart here is also cold!

Baby, baby, why did you leave?

I cry and become exhausted

Waking up from a dream

JoJo! When the sad music flows

I think of you (Eh eh eh)

JoJo! Why can’t I erase

A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

JoJo! When this bitter music stops

I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)

JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I

Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!

Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes

I, I was blind

GAH.

i walked the long way, hoping

2010-02-01T18:55:00.006+08:00

hidden away...

~~//gah, idiot.~~

i din fall asleep in class today! :D gosh, damn proud of myself. hahaha.

ohya, my HSK not bad leh! :D :D heh. A leh! HAHAHA.

but the cert is useless, WOW. HAHA. rv's dumb man.

LA compre test, 10/20 :D not bad k, i passed! btr than most ppl k :D i think.

ms hia said our class' avg is 4-7marks(: now close that mouth of yours(:

its bad thru the whole lvl not only my class k ._. dont look down on 3F k :D

WE ARE (Y) :D ... RIGHT, 3F?(:

hmm, screwed up my math test(: how wonderful(: haha. sense the sarcasm.

while i was taking the stupid test, some ppl were playing pool): no fair man.

I NEED TO GO OUT WITH YOU NIC! HAHA.

its a need man, not want. hahaha. i missed you): and the rest of the clique too larh!):

we need a clique outing asap, ENXIAN HAS TO COME TOO):

im gonna die from missing you guys): i mean it! no joke!

i neeeeed

yanning's lameness,

weini's laugh until cry,

val to pei me being short,

junhui's ~~smartypants~~ intelligent humour (laughs),

miao's gl ness,

nic's tallness,

jieli's observant eye(smiles),

sharon's da xiao jie ness,

enxian's to korean craze with me

))))):

seeee, i need you guys): i miss 2K): altho 3F's fun too(:

i need to dance tooooooo, gah, im going crazy.

when thr's no hmwk, dance is the only remedy left.

andwhenthrsnthatalliwillstartthinking,shit):

2010-01-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

stop it.

imcrazybeensuchalongtimesinceifeltliddat

its a need, not a want.

2010-01-31T13:31:00.004+08:00

I need to study. I need to dance.

tostopthinkingofyou

Its a need, not a want, I have no choice.

once upon a time, at a birthday party.
a lil girl was taught not to snatch with others for the best,
because she thought, thr will always be sth left for her, that someone would be nice.
she waited for them to finish snatching, just to see that, there was none left.
they all cont. playing happily, no one saw the tears in her heart.

how could heaven be this mean to someone this nice.
the world's cruel, you have to snatch for the best.
life's unfair, deal with it, you dont have a choice.

somehow, i dont get that logic.

guess your the only one capable of that

2010-01-30T22:43:00.006+08:00

down i go...

Class outing: Pool+ K歌: FUN(: YAY(:

p.s. loads of ppl can sing well in 3F(: (Y)

wthyoutotallyspoiltmymoodarghineedyououtofmylife

thankyou

2010-01-30T14:12:00.004+08:00

gosh, how i wish i can be that girl. that view must be breath taking(:

ahh, kinda moodless now. haha. im not happy, not sad, not angry, not emo, not frustrated.

haha, im having body aches. cause of acceleration i think. but ahhwells, i still love it(:

fy made me love my batch even more(: heh. im lucky to have you guys(:

im a pretty fortunate girl in my pov. haha. i have a great class, great batch, great friends, great family.

now that i typed great so many times, it looks weird to me. HAHA. k, im weird :x

haha, im just thankful(: for getting all you guys. aww, i sound like sucha sweet lil girl. HAHA.

ahhwell(: my life is pretty much perfect, other than my results. hmm... heh. and afew lil bumps.

other than that, i've been a pretty pampered girl. haha. is that good? or bad? haha.

idk, i feel like im taking alot of stuff for granted.

ithinkitookyouforgrantedisortaknewyouwouldbetheonetoaskforbreakhaha

tags reply(:

2010-01-30T14:06:00.002+08:00

Sat, Jan 30th 2010, 07:51 AM
Lost. ;Without Hope: And, love yourself again:)
Sat, Jan 30th 2010, 07:50 AM
Lost. ;Without Hope: I think most people hate themselves. It's just about how you overcome yourself.
haha, ok, thanks.
Fri, Jan 29th 2010, 11:32 PM
JUNHUI: i pretty much am hating myself too sighs. ): tag me back girl.
Fri, Jan 29th 2010, 11:32 PM
JUNHUI: aww cheer up ying. must be selfloving. smth i cannot accomplish hahaha.
hahaha, you're asking me to do sth you cant accomplish(: haha. you show me then i'll follow(: tagged you back alr(:
Tue, Jan 26th 2010, 11:01 PM
Lost. ;Without Hope~: Jiayou ying.
thanks.
Mon, Jan 25th 2010, 11:23 PM
Wei Kai: Wa so honoured sia. on ur post leh. hahahas
haha, stay honoured(:
Mon, Jan 25th 2010, 06:43 PM
yunyi: JIAYOU YING2 <3
haha, thanks babe <3>

2010-01-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

i hate myself

我的淚流在心裡

i wanted you to be the one i need

2010-01-29T13:28:00.001+08:00

SICK

but im going for dance♥

everythingisdifferentnow

There were tears on our faces& we were letting go of something special

2010-01-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

ilove this song(: its beautiful in any language(:

第一次愛的人

灰色的天　你的臉
愛過也哭過笑過痛過之後　只剩再見
我的眼淚　溼了臉
失去第一次愛的人竟然是這種感覺

總以為　愛是全部的心跳
失去愛我們就要~
就要　一點點慢慢的死掉

當我　失去你那一秒　心突然就變老
the day you went away
喧鬧的街　沒發現我的淚　被遺忘在街角
the day you went away

我看著你走過街
還穿著去年夏天我送你的那雙球鞋
銀色手鍊　還耀眼
你的世界似乎一點也沒有因此改變

總以為　愛是全部的心跳
失去愛我們就要~
就要　一點點慢慢的死掉

當我　失去你那一秒　心突然就變老
the day you went away
喧鬧的街　沒發現我的淚　被遺忘在街角
the day you went away

有一天　也許我能把自己治好
再一次想起來　應該要怎麼笑
第一次愛的人它的壞他的好
卻像胸口刺青　是永遠的記號
跟著我的呼吸　直到停止心跳

The Day You Went Away
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

invrwantedittohappenwasitreallyneccessary.

As I shout how much I miss you):

2010-01-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

Let You Go- Trax

Within the whitely faded picture,
Atop the bookshelf of memory,
We were just faintly exchanging helloes
Comeback, but to the end I still couldn’t say it
And as the time flies by
The memory fades away

Many seasoned passed
And as we meet face to face
I still couldn’t say it

The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
All that’s left are cuts
From the faded memory-window fragments

The pure blue sky
The rigid lips cry
As I shout how much I miss you
The string of fate tangled at lingering feelings
Remains tangled
Then it buries itself once again

The suffering heart couldn’t hold back any longer
And it’s chasing after your distant figure

The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
All that’s left are cuts
From the faded memory-window fragments
Oh stay~ stay again (oh stay~ stay again)

The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
The time within tears cut apart
From the faded memory-window fragments
I’ll tie them together once again
To tie, to tie

You wouldn’t know, the tears of broken boy
The tired sighs circling around you, so you can’t stand it
I will send our tangled memories
That has been tightening around the throat venomously, to the saddened sky

gosh, ouch):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDY! :D

this colour sorta matches our shirt. :D

acceleration♥

love it, k, altho i keep screwing up): BUDDEN, i will strive to perfect it(:

i'll put all my effort and heart into this dance(: i promise(:

i'll cont to dance no matter how much the stupid blister hurts. :x

its like an honour for me to dance this dance larh(:

eh, please, i pon so many times leh. i missed so many performances larh.

haha, sulao said we got no performance quality):

but, we'll show him we're btr than what he thinks. RIGHT?! heh.

i believe my batch can do it ^^ HAHA. :D

love you guys ttm (hugs) (:

naihui(: ILOVEYOU LOADS TOO(: like seriously ^^

i saw IT today): if you dk what i mean, ask me k! HAHA.

but i think you do larh(:

(HUGS)

YAY, ILOVE DANCE TTM(:

k, BYEBYE(:

goshwhatswrongwithmeineedagetthisthought/feelingouttamyheadseriously

awesome(:

2010-01-25T22:38:00.006+08:00

ILOVE ACCELERATION♥

altho i suck at it):

ohya, thankyou weikai!(: you rock man, darn cool! :D

hmm, one day, i'll get out of this hole. gosh, its hard.

why did it happen.

2010-01-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

why cant i just climb out of this hole myself?
why am i so dumb and useless?
isit really cause i cant?
or isit because im waiting, waiting for you to come.
because you told me you might come back.
i dont wanna climb out and leave,
just to realise that you came to save me.
by then i would have regretted all i've done.
but... if i dont get out of this hole soon...
i might really die.

learned acceleration today, totally cmi. gosh. (slaps self)

my legs hurt.

my heart hurts too...

k, its gone again.

2010-01-23T13:58:00.004+08:00

gosh, i changed my blogskin again. HAHA.

i found the old one, tooo colourless. heh.

i like it a lil colourful(: heh. personal preference. haha.

hmm, my aunt's husband passed away.

im not sad tho. heh.

wasnt close to him since i was a kid.

nvr thought he was a nice guy.

nvr saw him close to my aunt before.

they dont act like couples.

nvr thought he was who he was, until i grew older.

nvr had a very deep impression of him.

guess im just so mean. im sorry. heh.

rip dude(:

will be going over thr to spend the night today.

hmm, gosh, how will i survive without internet.

maybe i'll read :D HAHA!

hey, i read k. dont give that :O face. HAHA.

maybe i'll bring my hmwk thr.

but i doubt i'll touch it. heh :x

ohhh, and imma happy girl today(: haha.

love dance♥

BYEBYE(:

youactlikeyoudkmewhenyoupromisedyouwont

guess you wouldnt

2010-01-22T23:29:00.003+08:00

I fell and slip, into a hole,
while walking down the pretty garden with you.
I scraped my heart, and gotta deep scar.
And now, I'm crying, cause it hurts, alot.

Would you ever come back and help me out of this hole?
You said maybe you would, but I had to wait and see your mood.
I'm waiting, but I'll most probably die in thr.
Cause you wouldn't come back anymore.

haha. im tired, dance was fun(:

change(:

2010-01-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN(:

how? nice?

imissyoulikesomeshit&youactlikenthhadeverhappenedsucks

i held back my tears(:

2010-01-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

im happy(:

not, i almost cried, twice. haha.

hmm, nth much nowadays, wanted to share a song. but nah, nvm alr. heh.

today's a special day, if that din happen. haha.

ahwells, its ok(: im strong(: haha. im happy alr(:

dont think you rmb it anw. haha. even if you do, so what... haha.

it doesnt even mean anything anymore... heh.

ohya, this year's year1 batch like not very interested in dance leh.

my that year like alot of ppl were trying to like get into dance. haha!

so sad to see that this batch liddat): budden, this batch will be a good batch.

teacher chose until damn strict, he say left 10 also nvm,

he only want the interested and the best ones. LOL.

hmm, nth much alr larh. just that i slept in llm class today :O

heh. tata, BYE(:

NUTELLA(:

2010-01-18T18:37:00.005+08:00

IM GONNA BECOME A GUAI STUDENT(:

heh. i took down notes today ok!

i felt damn guai today :D hahahaha.

i took down notes for SCS, chem& phy! :D

heh, and i sorta kinda listened in maths!

and i din fall asleep in class today! heh.

SIUMIN ALMOST FELL ASLEEP K! :D

heeee. ooops :D heh.

but, you stayed awake, so good for you! :D

hahaha, i kinda regret not taking hist, a teeny weeny bit!

heh, mrlai say until like very interesting liddat! heh

geog is boring, but mr eric ng is nice :D

and today's lesson very funny (&sick) HAHA.

hmmm, i dont feel like doing maths):

gosh, i suck at it): dont like! hmph.

k BYE(:

深呼吸忍住傷心

谢谢(:

2010-01-15T19:13:00.005+08:00

谢谢你的结束　冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足　告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度　记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福

haha, today was learning symposium. damn boring. haha.

went for one (uh, whats the thingy called) presentation(?) only.

haha. which is the wayang kulit one. dk why i went also. HAHA.

was just following 2K'09. HAHA.

then aft that went to eat with myang, ashley, clement, amos, val & miao(:(:

haha. funny larh, total laughing session. :D

haha, miss 2K'09 like LOADS. HAHA.

ohya, wanted to break into dance studio also. HAHA.

cause i wanted to go, idk why, and they wanted to go cause got aircon.

haha. hmm, nth much alr larh(: hahaha.

TATA(: BYE(:

ILOVEYOU GUYS!

2010-01-14T19:12:00.004+08:00

thanks(: love you guys loads!(:

(hugs)

坚强(:

2010-01-13T23:40:00.004+08:00

lets pray for this new year

pray that nth bad conts to happen

haha. guess crying does help(:

prep-ed myself for it unknowingly

lucky i did, HAHA

if not idk what would have happened to me

stay strong, mug hard, keep clique close,

thats all i hope to do this year(:

i still love you so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-11T19:07:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIKAI!

k, im one day late :D sorry!

haha, you flirt. tsk tsk tsk. (shakes head)

16 alr leh! old alr! haha.

old man cannot so ego one! haha.

ohwells, you still look and act like a lil kid :D

stay HAPPY, emo that time must come find me k(:

haha, i'll lend you the shoulder you asked for :D

hope you had fun with us ytd :D HAHA.

hmm. sick today. din go school...

siumin say physics quite complicated, shit.

haha. im gonna go school tmr(: i dont wanna miss dance!

haha, nth much alr larh!(: school's gonna be boring):

kk, BYEEEEE(:

so, what are we now...?

Since when and where did we drift apart...

2010-01-09T11:12:00.002+08:00

Broke Up Today- Younha

After covering my face with a white muffler
I waited for you as I blinked my red-shot eyes
Those words I wanted to say
But not quiet sure what they were
An awkward nod with tightening throat
As we take a step back, the empty space between us is filled with tears
I angrily exclaimed, “Go”
And It seems like that I’ve already fled far far away.

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

Your heartbeats and you echoes my eardrum
The lips locked away, gets clearer
Since when and where did we drift apart
When you've loved me till yesterday

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

I was happy, I was so happy it pained more
I hate myself for getting tricked by love

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt
Our memories of love, that should be holding you back
You live tomorrow and I today
No one, nothing can make me smile

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

nice song(:

really nice lyrics, they make my heart ache...

you make them ache too...

haha...

2010-01-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

haha... i think i alr know the ending of the story(:

god knows how many times i tried to hold in my tears. no, actl he doesnt. i wont cry, i promised myself. i dont want to, i cant, and i wont.

haha, my body hurts from all the crashes.

im sorta scared of qianfan now. haha.

yeah, i know i suck. sorry. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-06T20:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELELPHANT! ^-^

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE(: MUG HARD AND JIAYOUS FOR COMP(:

LOVEYA♥

i miss 2K'09):

2010-01-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

im class sick): i miss 2K'09):

awwman, sucha wonderful class cannnnn. haha.

ahwells, 3F'10 isnt that bad either. but it aint as great.

hmm, its sorta like very clique-ish? haha.

what can i expect, its the first week of school! HAHA!

I WANNA MASTER QIAN FAN! (determined look)

omg, i realise the feeling is damn damn damn cool! HAHA!

not scary but cooool, the elbow one larh. HAHA. :D

i like it :D

2010... ):

2010-01-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

i've gotta feeling, wooo wooo.

that this year's gonna be a bad bad year.

hope its justa feeling. please go away.

gosh, my attention span grows whenever its you in focus. bad.

tears dont fall, they crash arnd me.

2010-01-03T00:43:00.004+08:00

gosh, school's starting on monday.

hmwk ._.

Fri, Jan 1st 2010, 09:11 PM
enxian: haha i will miss u guys too ;D
haha, have fun at nj(: dont forget us k! haha. stay in touch babe(: love ya(:

Fri, Jan 1st 2010, 01:01 AM
JieLi: LOL whats with the sudden missing of me!! but uh, must get in queue(:
walao, i your friend leh, lemme cut larh(: haha. you know how desperate i am for you. :D HAHAHA! omg.

Wed, Dec 30th 2009, 09:41 PM
JUNHUI: -VOMITS BLOOD AND TEARS OUT HAIR-
omg, what happen?! hahaha. doesnt it hurt to tear your hair out... HAHA. you too stress or what. hahaha! sucha random tag. HAHA.

yay, im in the same class as you!(:

she lives in a fairytale,

2009-12-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

OHYA, IM IN 3F(:

who's in 3F arh? HI! :D

Happy says HI too! :D

this reminds me of jieli!): I MISS YOU ROCKSTAR BUDDY!):

and the rest of the clique too larh(:

but i miss TAY JIELI more leh,

maybe cause im bias,

or cause i din see you longer. HAHA.

ahh, im sad we're not in the same class alr next year):

i miss you guys alr!

im sooo gonna camp in all you guys' classes aft school. HAHA!

at least my class got elephant larh :D haha! and siumin(:

thats the good part. haha.

the bad part is, i have alot of gl ppl in my class...

gosh. hope i'll survive(:

and omg, ENXIAN): IM SOOO GONNA MISS YOU MAN):

LIKE LOADS):

k, actl i alr miss you. i haven went out with any of you guys,

ever since the clique outing larh. haha!

other than nic larh. haha.

LETS GO OUT AGAIN SOON K. ):

PROMISE! (:

argh, i miss you like shit also.

Without a word you gave me love,

2009-12-28T21:08:00.003+08:00

the effect is damn, omg larh. x.x HAHA!

hmm, went out with nic ytd(: haha. bugis, cine orchard, heeren(: haha!

cool eh?(: and i bought really nice stuff!(: like omg, damn cheap larh! HAHA!

35bucks become 10bucks! :O HAHAHA! cool right, RIGHT? :D HAHA!

kk, hmm, what else arh. ohya, thr was dance todayyyyyy. ):

stupid tone poem): its like sucha huh? ._. dance can. gosh.

hmm, at least its neat now... HAHA. thats an improvement(: haha!

now, we needa feel pride in our dance and have feeeeling. (stares blankly)

gosh, what kinda feeling are we suppose to have for this kinda dance man!

hahah, i wanna dance other stuffies! haha. hmmmmm, like hiphop? HAHA.

nth much alr barh now... hahaha. kk.

I SHALL REPLY TAGS! :D

Mon, Dec 28th 2009, 12:16 AM
siumin (:: THE DAO TI PICTURES ARE NICE! you so flex, can de la. (: haha, i understand how you feel uh. ):
hahaha, their damn cool larh. the second picture the girl is only 14 leh! OMG. emo alr larh! (plays with fingers) HAHAHA! and how i feel bout? haha.
Sat, Dec 26th 2009, 12:00 AM
CHINGWEI: ohr and jiayous in lian-ing dao ti k! and continue to DANCE! (Y) LOL.
Fri, Dec 25th 2009, 11:59 PM
CHINGWEI: omg yingying! th dance pictures are so friggin niceee! (: hhaha pro pro!
hahah, their damn cool larh(: haha. DANCERS FTW! :D iloveyou guys more than dance larh! HAHAHA! DUH!

Fri, Dec 25th 2009, 02:19 PM
yanlingX3: hello hello!!! :D
YOYOYOYO! you horrible junior! HAHA!
Sun, Dec 20th 2009, 12:57 PM
Jie Li: watch paramore for what! watch me enough alr what!
Sun, Dec 20th 2009, 12:56 PM
Jie Li: thats on my birthday goddammit!
HAHAHA! you got thing to see meh? HAHA! jkjk :D wont pangseh you one larh(: will celebrate with you one larh(: haha!

Sun, Dec 20th 2009, 12:51 AM
=): SEE I TAGGED>TAGS.I DNO WAD TO WRITE HERE! HAHA
HAHA! this is like not tagging dude! HAHAHA! stupid bee(: haha! k la, at least you tagged. HAHA!

TATA! BYEEEE(:

imissyou so much i can fly to your house right now. HAHA!

in the free fall, i'll realise.

2009-12-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

haha, im kinda tired now.

was suppose to post this super early.

HAHA! ended up side tracking.

then yeah, now i forgot what i wanna type alr.

ohya, thanks bear for the paramore album(:

hahaha, know your nice larh(: haha.

nth much alr. uh. i wanna go sleep alr larh.

bye(:

<-----

A.N.JELL highcut magazine photoshoot(:

they look super cool(:

iwannabewithyou24/7):

Shifting your weight,

2009-12-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

gosh, i wanna do that man. looks beautiful(:

k, so my goal is to become damn flex.(:

and master qian fan. :D hahaha!

i like doing grande jetes(: hahaha.

sooo, i must perfect my grande jete(: haha!

i think grande jetes look damn nice larh(:

hahaha! loved it since i was a kid. HAHA.

gosh, just realised, i've been dancing all my life.

i started ballet at like 3 or 4 years old.

had been preforming since i was in kindergarten.

haha, i like performing(: HAHA! im not AA k. :D

i like it when i realise i can do moves nicely(: heh

who doesnt like it man. haha.

im gonna go lian dao ti also barh. suck at that. hmm.

HAHAHA, i guess most ppl will be like ??? HAHA.

sorry :D heh.

hmm, its gonna be christmas soon(: haha.

sometimes i just miss you so much, that my smile turns upside down once you leave my sight.

the warm embrace that no one knew,

2009-12-22T17:04:00.002+08:00

I LIKE THIS SHOW MAN(:

so cute larh(: the plot very cool also. HAHA!

its called You're Beautiful(: go watch if you haven. :D

omg, i like Jung YongHwa, aka. ShinWoo! he is damn nice(:

hahah, although he not very awesomely shuai and stuff larh.

haha! but he's still shuai and nice :D heh.

I LIKE JEREMY ALSO! HAHAHA! aka. HONGKI! HAHA!

SOOOOO DARN CUTE I TELL YOU! HAHAHA!

he's like a lil happy innocent child! awww! love him man ^^

hahaha, ooops. :D heh. kk, tata :D

dont jealous k :D

when i can hardly see from the tears that flow,

2009-12-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

im not feeling exactly wonderful now.

physically and emotionally.

k, suppose to do hmwk. ta.

The wind is blowing,
the doors are swinging,
and here i sit, all alone,
in my corner of my life...

k, i still love you alot tho(:

happy eight months(:

2009-12-19T18:28:00.003+08:00

happy eight months elephant(:

haha, here's the post you asked for. HAHA!

iloveyou so much, that i could trade suju for you.

and you know it, you fat pig. HAHA!

i know i haven been a very good girlf and stuff,

and im sorry for that(:

but you haven been exactly wonderful too k! HAHA!

k la, jkjk, i like you the way you are(:

so dont ever change k(: haha. promise?(:

hahaha, lets hope year3 wont seperate us.

hmm, im scared of that. HAHA.

ohwells(: i believe in us. hahaha. (pukes)

gosh, im so hmm, idk what. HAHA!

kk, its getting too long. HAHA!

TATA!(: loveya(:

my heart aches behind these shadows,

2009-12-19T15:06:00.004+08:00

炒 udon! :D

haha, cooked my own lunch and dinner today(:

looks good eh? :D tastes heavenly too. HAHA.

this is what i wanted to make for you guys that day.

the day we were suppose to go to marina barrage, HAHA.

budden dear yanning went back to sleep. hahaha.

ohwells, we din go anw, so nvm larh. HAHA.

and the sushi was good too k! hahaha. i make one leh :D

hahaha. parents are out with my sis. went msia. haha.

this explains why i have to settle lunch and dinner myself.

haha. din go cause i din have my passport. heh.

left it with my aunt when i went to korea. HAHA.

i dont have my wallet too, its with her also.

therefore, i cant go out to buy food. and partially cause im lazy larh. :D

HAHAHA. cant blame me. pigs are liddat(: heh :D

hmm, k, think i'll reply tags :D HAHA.

Fri, Dec 18th 2009, 09:55 PM
Wei Ni: tag tag
haha, thanks(:
Thu, Dec 17th 2009, 11:41 PM
JUNHUI: and i think charles wants to spons you. lols.
Thu, Dec 17th 2009, 11:41 PM
JUNHUI: and yinggggg ! whats with your dumb peach on top! copy me smile sweetly somemore HAHAAHAHA.
HAHAHA! i like peach what :D haha, serious arh? you can spons me also :D then you dunnid get me the cap alr. HAHAHA!
Thu, Dec 17th 2009, 11:39 PM
JUNHUI: theres actually three. LOL.
really meh?
Thu, Dec 17th 2009, 06:10 PM
Lost. ;Without Hope~: as in it got 2 bus stops.
Thu, Dec 17th 2009, 06:10 PM
Lost. ;Without Hope~: i saw your school.its like 2 bus stop big...
hmm, told ya its huge.
Wed, Dec 16th 2009, 11:23 PM
siumin (:: ah! censor my word faeces. -.-
Wed, Dec 16th 2009, 11:23 PM
siumin (:: wah ****, ohmygosh, got this sudden urge like you too, urgh! ><
Wed, Dec 16th 2009, 11:21 PM
siumin (:: MEMEMEMEME! HAHA! I PEI YOU DANCE LOL LOL. (:
HAHAHA! siumin arh! you damn cute leh! HAHAHA!

kk, thats all(: tata(:

happy eight months bee(: iloveyou, muacks(:

PARAMORE!!!

2009-12-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

PARAMORE! :D

haha, in case you din know, cause i din say it out loud.

ILOVE PARAMORE! HAHA! :D

since a long time ago(: their like my all time fav american band. \m/

k, so their coming to singapore! like omg, whooo, yay! HAHA.

7th March 2010, 8pm- 9.30pm, at Singapore Indoor Stadium(:

now, here comes the important part (smiles sweetly)

any kind samaritans out thr wanna spons this sweet lil poor girl? :D

im broke, so pretty please, with a peach on top? (smiles pleadingly)

i really wanna go seeee them): really desperately. they rock man.

ANYONE WANNA SPONS ME CAN GIMME A CALL, EMAIL, MSN, MSG, COMMENT ON MY FB, JUST CONTACT ME IN ANY POSSIBLE WAY! HAHAHAHA! I'LL BE REALLY NICE TO YOU FOR MY WHOLE LIFE(: REALLY! HAHAHA! SOOOO, PLEEEEEEEASEEEE!

K, but i still love you more than i love them(:

234th post! HAHA!

2009-12-16T17:45:00.003+08:00

at phoenix ski park(:

my knees are gonna break cause of tone poem. haha.

but, ohwells. i still feel like dancing. not tone poem tho. haha!

knees are alr giving way when i walk. hahaha. jelly legs. HAHA!

i feel like dancing hiphop now. HAHA. im damn random man.

i wanna get someone to dance with me leh. anyone up for it? :D

hahaha. i wanna watch mvs and learn their dances. hahaha.

it'll be cool. hahaha. then nth to do can just dance. haha!

omg, whats wrong with me. hahaa. but korean mvs the dance are nice k.

hahaha, and its cool. haha. go learn boa and stuff. awesome man. haha!

i wanna dance. :D i wanna dance all night long. HAHA.

but my legs are giving way, and my sis's in the room.

and im lazy to get out of my position on my bed now. HAHAHA.

im sitting very comfortably and using my com. hahaha.

im sucha pig. haha. i like being a pig(: the pig in naruto is so darn cute larh.

hahaha. i like it the best :D hahaha! im so weird. hahaha.

hmm, anything else? OHYA! HAHAHA.

my new school is darn big, like crazy big. and the blocks look the same.

therefore, i cant navigate my way arnd the school.

im pretty sure i still dunno how to get to the dance studio.

the dance studio is damn big :D haha. and the floor is wooo. haha!

its soft. its like those professional dancing schools the floor. cool!

hahaha, when i say soft, it isnt soft toy soft k. haha. wrong idea peeps.

haha. i think dancers will understand. haha. if not, then yeah. haha.

lets not try to explain it. hahaha.

hmm, k, nth much alr larh. i think. haha.

tata(:

i want you more than i wanna dance throughout the day♥

The mic was my heart's everything,

2009-12-15T22:40:00.004+08:00

lets not mind my face.

gosh, i love you much more than anything else in this whole wide world♥

im sorry im random (laughs)

OMG(:

2009-12-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

S.E.O.U.L Song(: by suju& snsd(:

hahaha, im beginning not to dislike snsd alr. haha!

donghae's hair looks too long): and thr's so lil plot of him in the mv):

loved sooyoung's scene, the part whr she was dancing, the view is freaking nice(:

the sky is sooo darn beautiful(: i love the sky(: heh.

and jessica and sungmin's cam is so darn cool! :D haha!

hmm, the part of kyuhyun and seohyun is like some movie, LOL.

but ohwell, quite nice larh(: i like it(: the whole mv. haha.

makes me kinda miss korea abit now(:

its a nice place(: just a tad toooo cold. haha!

first day go thr, cold until like shit. haha! i actually saw snow falling!(:

loved the view, its preeeetaye to see snow falling.(:

haha, i wanna go live in korea, jeju(:

i love jeju(: wonderful island(:

but ohwells, thr's alot of things to consider. haha!

hmm, k, thats all, tata(:

lets go thr to live next time k(:

BOO!

2009-12-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

zoom zoom, off i go(:

brb in eight days(:

miss me,

IM GONNA GO KOREEEEEA!(:

2009-12-07T17:59:00.003+08:00

hahaha, im gonna go to korea soon(: (ohleh x6)

ten fifty flight, budden must reach thr at eight thirty.

idk why. hahaha! ohwells. do tell me why, if you know.

IM STILL FREAKING EXCITED FOR THE TRIP:D

HAHAHAH. YAY! KOREEEEEEA! (waves hands about)

you guys must me me k(: its a must, a need(: not a choice(:

and i'll buy lotsa nice stuff back for you guys(:

hhahaha! anw, using my sis lappie to blog now. haha.

lazy on my com, haha! gonna off it in awhile anw!

hahaha, kk. byebye, shall go prep(: miss ya guys(:

im gonna miss you more than i miss my orange bunny.):

Love& Breakup are friends...

2009-12-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

i like this song(: the melody is damn nice(:

budden the lyrics arent that optimistic.

hmm. haha.

anw, was watching The Cutting Edge: Chasing The Dream

nice show(: i like it alot(: hahahaha.

its bout figure skating(: i love watching figure skating shows.

hahaha, their moves are always cool, but yeah,

bad thing is that, the competitors are always jealous and stuff.

and its painful to watch them fall.

in this show, the girl was hit by the guy's skates, on the head.

damn pain, ohwell, the guy crippled his previous partner too.

haha! but, he din mean it larh, both times.

he was spinning on one leg, then he saw sth he din want to.

caused him to lose concentration, but the girl's fine.

haha. was suppose to do homework, ended up watching that.

hahaha! but it was a good show larh(:

haven done any homework yet. wow. haha.

and im going korea soon, that reminds me!

i haven packed my luggage. shit. haha! im flying in 4 days?

hahaha. hmm, i dont think i have everything.

i def dunno what clothes to bring. ohwell.

they were saying it'll be below zero degrees thr.

checked just now, its 5degrees now. gosh. cold.

ohya, cold, i haven see doc for medicine.

i alr predicted im gonna fall sick thr. HAHA.

i hope it wont be that cold. ohwell. at least i get to ski. :D

haha. first time sitting a plane, yes, FIRST. haha.

be amazed, 14years of my life, i haven been 0n a plane.

first time seeing snow too(: hahah. think it'll be cool.

my cousin said it's damn nice to watch snow fall down.

wont be cold when its falling down, will be damn cold aft that.

oh-oh. how now, do i still want to watch it? haha, ohwell. (shrugs)

hmm, nth much to say alr. hahaha.

my life's boring, and i have a bad memory. haha! sorry :D

kk, ciao(:

iloveyou more than you love mh. HAHA! (hugs)

clique outing(:

2009-12-01T18:23:00.004+08:00

Clique Outing, 27th Nov(:

went to marina bay with yanning and jieli at first, haha.

wanted to go marina barrage one!

but damn freaking hot. so aborted that idea. heh.

then we went to cityhall, wanted to go kbox@ marina square.

budden damn ex, cause public holiday. saded.

haha, left with nowhr to go, we went to try catch soft toy!

then sharon came! and we went to esplanade.

wanted to eat fondue the! budden the shop nvr open.

its inside the library, but cause public holiday then nvr open.

so we ended up sitting outside the library. haha!

sang birthday song in eng, chi, korean, malay and tried indian. HAHA!

so funny larh, sharon ended up rolling her eyes by the start of the indian one.

haha, then the three of them arh. cut cake also cannot cut properly.

end up jieli helped them cut and gave to everyone(:

tasted yummy :D hahaha!

then, camwhore. and jieli, junhui and yanning has to go.

the rest went to the roof terrace, and then to bugis. haha!

ohya, sharon cheong, you still owe me money. HAHA!

and, i got my extensions. haha. i've gotta pink streak now. :D

and went home. haha! it was fun larh :D

neuroblastoma

2009-12-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

click on it and go see, her story's sad):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-12-01T14:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUCKOO!(:

haha, stay happy k. hope you get into a good class(:

most of the stuff alr type into the msg alr larh. haha!

stay close(: loveya(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-11-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!

aka. FISHBALL! :D

hahaha. may all your wishes come true(:

stay as nice as ever k(:

\loveya loads(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-11-29T11:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN!(:

hahaha, your fourteen finally. hahaha.

cont. loving mayo and wang leehom k. haha.

maybe i'll get you wang leehom in mayo for your birthday present. hahahha!

k, thats gross. giving you a bottle of mayo is so much btr.

haha! k la, wont larh. im not so mean one larh. haha.

stay happy and funny always k. :D

your witty comments are always the funniest. :D

keep that sense of humour.(:

iloveya loads! must stay close k.(:

haha, yay! im blogging with my lappie now. :D

new fujitsu lappie. :D hahah.

went to pc show at expo ytd and got it.

hahaha, damn cheap. and its nice. :D

i like, but its quite heavy. D:

cause my parents dont want me bring out and stuff.

hahaha. its in black, thr wasnt red):

and mum din want me to buy the white one. haha.

she say will dirty? and become yellowish. LOL.

haha, then my sis gotta touch tablet. omg.

damn cool larh. hahaha. and its not say damn ex.

haha. its like what, the first tablet with windows 7.

mine isnt even windows 7 larh! haha.

but ohwells, im fine with it. haha.

not like i'll die without the new one. haha.

but her touch tablet damn cool larh.

you can just touch the screen and stuff leh.

dont even need mouse, finger can alr! got stylus also larh.

hahaha. and her webcam damn cool, damn clear.

haha. damn jealous. but nvm, at least i got my lappie.

hers need wait 7-14days then they send to our house.

hahaha! im a happy girl now. :D yay!